No matter what you do in life to try and reach others, in your own community. No-one seems to listen to you. It's like as if you are on another planet. They ie society, only look at where you have been. Not where you are in life now. Society likes to look at your background. And it is that older background, that enables them all to make immediate judgements, about you.
Yes, this is a reality check. People of society have been conditioned, to see the flesh and the material things. They all look at what habits you had previously, in the past. Not what is deep inside your dark heart. They have spent years rejecting you. Then they somehow turn up out of the blue, as if they have miraculously changed their minds. Now, after years and years of rejection. You become the focus of their fake attentions. They still do not want to take you serious.
As wrong as the world really is. It is no suprise at all, that many outcasts/outsiders want this modern world compleatly obliterated. I often feel like smashing things up. Totally removing any traces of the modern cruel/unkind world. 87% of my life always remains in isolation. I am never taken serious one bit. And then I often think about why I Blog on here. Is there any point to all of this? Are people out there really all that bothered about, what I say or do?
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