Always tucked away in some quiet corner of life.
Going to Borth in Mid Wales.
It is one of the best ways in my life, to relax.
Far away from bad vibes of the past.
Away from those evil faces I am expected to remember.
But they do not want to know me.
Nobody that I have difficulty remembering from long ago. It always causes me great annoyance. To strive for a relationship, far too complicated. Falling in love with humans has a terrible setback. They confuse me, by being overdramaticly unsure. It's not me that's at fault here. This structure that has been built up on a car park. It is much more predictable, than any human being could ever be.
If I seek a sanctuary, that is peaceful. I should be able to go to places. As long as there are no memories of past tenses, that cause bad vibes or feelings. Life should be much greater without panic attacks, or uncertain emotions that I cannot deal with. It all depends on how well I adapt to other beings. Meeting strangers at a fairground, is like meeting someone that remains transparent at whether you go on the rides or not. It doesn't matter to the fairground workers, if you do or not go on the rides. They don't mind you standing around, just watching the wheels of time pass by.
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